I have had people all my life surrounding me that practice sorcery. I have been seeking The True lord all my life. I was made aware of who was around me, coming into my dwelling when I am at work, and somehow infiltrating my dreams so I get hardly any rest. I was praying asking what was going on many years ago and I had a vision a remembrance of a childhood friend, we were sitting in her kitchen at the age of about 8 and she was telling me that her dad and stepmom were arguing because he was a Christian and she was a wicca. She would try to get me to quietly listen to the locust for some reason. Later she and my sisters talked me into playing a light as a feather game, where I was in the center of them and they chanted over me, that started a rough life for me. After my stepdad passed I had the same dream 3 years in a row that this girl was helping make my bed, my stepdad kept coming towards me as if to warn me of something. My family when I go to their place on holidays I get overwhelmingly parched like I have been in a desert. My mom had a dream of them one time they were marching instrument cases but they were empty. I am just tired, I feel I cannot trust anyone so many have had a personal agenda. I want to serve Jesus, Jeshua. I want to rejoice again, and not complain. I am so tired. I asking for protection for me and my son and his children.